The power to feel by Mirena Rhee

Painting is an active language. Pollock once told De Kooning "You know more, but I feel more". To feel and to observe are the two most powerful weapons an artist uses.. on himself. When you are out in the world you really see, you dissect the world down to the particles and reverse back through to the whole to construct a mental image, however distorted. You later bring these images to the canvas. In front of the canvas, you feel. To observe and to feel are somehow in a quantum entanglement, the better you observe, the better your ability to feel. You see a brick for what it is and then you really see it for what it isn't, a sort of stereo vision which overcomes the senses. That's why if someone feels one, an artist feels ten. You need that feeling powers ten in order to get the feeling flick through the brush ( or whatever tool is there ) and via the paint - onto canvas and from there to the viewer. The feeling needs to have that power in order to travel.

The confusion is that art is about learning how to draw or paint, that ability to render some ( or even strange ) reality. I think art is about learning how to feel. To feel is a powerful narcotic and immensely seductive. It is the blue pill, and the red pill simultaneously.

I have always loved geometry and have a strange relationship with math, I like the latter when other people do it by Mirena Rhee

I went to mathematical high school and participated in a few Mathematical Olympiads, although I am the worst student of math as I relied mostly on my pattern recognition ability rather than study. When I moved to the States I did some of the  comprehensive IQ tests and scored pretty high; but my pattern recognition was the highest at 147. I have my own definition of pattern recognition and it's the ability to predict an outcome based on two or three reference points. As in life and math, trouble is if you think you have two or three reference points but in fact only one is a solid ground and the rest.. simply conjectures.

Email I wrote to Senator Kirsten Gillibrand on June 29th. She thanked me also in an email by Mirena Rhee

We need jobs. The US is the only developed country with 62% labor participation rate. All other developed countries have over 75%. Bring manufacturing back otherwise it's all lost. Without manufacturing base where young people learn how to apprentice in science and technology we are going to just have a country of homeless people, and service jobs. 

The other thing I want to say is that as an immigrant I came to this country with just two bags. And for 26 years I've never seen toothpaste being locked up behind glass until now. New York City has deteriorated to the point I have never seen in my life. I had never seen inflation like this in my life where prices go up every time I go to the store.

Criminals need to go behind bars otherwise this diverse country is going to fall apart.

And then I have a senile man as a president, I will never forgive you that you don't give me a choice other than a senile man vs.  Donald Trump.

Do your job.

The truth, from my personal observations, is that America has become much worse under Biden by Mirena Rhee

I came to America completely alone with just two bags 26 years ago, to go to graduate school.

I don't ever remember toothpaste being locked up and behind glass in grocery stores.

I don't ever remember prices going up every time I go back to the store.

For the first time dollar pizza became $1.50 pizza.

People evading Subway fares en masse.

Many disturbed people roaming the streets like in a zombie movie.

People looking for jobs and not finding jobs for years, except fast food.

Waging war with Russia, I mean what the fuck I hate Putin and everything communists did to my family, but boy the lunatic at the helm of Russia is capable of anything including starting a nuclear war. We need to proceed with great cunning.

China beating us to the Moon.

The presidency ignoring and vilifying the only entrepreneur who's creating jobs and manufacturing jobs at that on American soil. Elon Musk should be an advisor to the president and not some moronic half wits. President’s family has no business running America, they're not elected and have never done anything significant other than being related to the president.

Persecuting political opponents is what commies do, not democratically elected people, in the greatest democracy on Earth.

People around the world are laughing at our senile president, and our enemies are sharpening their knives.

Don't fucking make me vote for Trump.