Cantellated tesseract - thinking of a Bennu drawing /
As NASA is landing a capsule from the Osiris-Rex spacecraft. It is seriously awesome and rattles my cosmic bones which indeed they are.
Have been looking at pictures of the asteroid it just seems so mysterious and kind of tesseracty. Been working on the drawing /painting in my head.
My Mars Rock is turning into a dancing cake, still better than a wall of shit /
That's why I think the New York Times had almost Glee counting the dead during Covid, they literally high fived every time someone died /
I wouldn't be surprised if they're eating corpses for lunch
Death is the greatest mystery, it's the most entertaining /
Suffering is entertaining, that's why they have boxing and Van Gogh /
I want my Mars Rock to be Candy crush not a wall of shit /
I was suspiciously and studiously applying what appears to be reddish brown and lying to myself that I like it or rather I was kind of waiting to be Fed up with it. Now it took a vigorous application of mess to figure out what I need to do. I really like lying to myself, it's my safe space.
"Geologists have a saying - rocks remember” /
Hands Tower /
Sketches from long time ago
I'm the sworn enemy of handbags, kitchen cabinets, diamonds, front lawns, bulky furniture, luxury goods, advertisements, guns /
The human hand is at the heart of human civilization, we create and destroy by it. /
The human hand is at the heart of human civilization, we create and destroy by it.
Even if we do violence robotically there's always a person flipping a switch or pressing a button.
First I hold the entire universe in my mind then I paint /
First I hold the beginning in my mind and then I paint,
I hold all the black holes in my mind,
And then I paint,
I hold all the trees in my mind and then I paint,
I hold the entire universe all the planets all the galaxies slowly spiraling away,
I hold all the space in between,
And then I look at my brushstrokes from the previous day,
They have little ridges just like the rocks,
And I am like thats funny.
I'm totally fucking alone.
For those who fight and ask why - from Foundation /
Exercise & exercise compassion daily /
The painting is ugly for a long time before it's beautiful /
The painting is ugly for a long time before it becomes beautiful that's why a lot of people say I can't draw and I can't paint because they can't move past that point
Love Jar Jar Binks and the prequels /
What the fuck are they doing now all these atrocities but I guess I'm no longer the demographic.
My job is to see /
My job is to really see.
Painting is seeing.
I'm glad someone is looking at this particular part of the universe.
I want to make sure that at least one creature in the universe is seeing this thing properly. All its details and play of light and shadow and three dimensional shapes.